“What am I doing here?” Kiana asked herself as she watched Marcos dash about, taking orders and concocting drinks for awaiting customers. She thought maybe she was being too obvious, and she wondered if she was setting herself up to fail, to be hurt, to repeat the comfortable cycle she practiced for years. It hadn’t […]
*Was looking through old notebooks when I came across this. I must have been 18 or 19 at the time.
you tell me to taste it like I might like it but it’s bitter like that time when I was drunk and that guy almost raped me or like that time they arrested Joe but after beating him nearly to death or like that time they pulled Jose over for no reason besides being a […]
I feel like Alice in Wonderland, chasing after an impossible white rabbit and running into acid tripped out obstacles… but I am not on acid so I can feel the despair the pain as I chase after you — It’s a nightmare that is real.
“I love you, Blue,” said Autumn. “What?” asked Blue. “Nothing. Nevermind.” Autumn, with her big, brown eyes, stared out into the holes tearing up the white sheet draped across the horizon. “This is fake. We do not exist. Just find happiness? …This is fake.” Autumn had a tendency to silently talk to herself. Other people […]
writings by soul.in.my.fist 
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